Challenged to defeat
So its played out to be
You swore Id concur, and let them die
In hunger and disgrace
Threw me in wasted thrill and lifeless faith
Blood thirst over prohibited vengeance
Cant hinder what you cant perceive
My Chainsaw Massacre allowed the silence you bestowed a upon this purified infestation
Abstraction, see my will and ignite thy intention
Hypocrisy shall shallow its indignity
And reclaim its birth right of heavy dead reckons
What Ive always wanted
A Humble misconception acted out like infirmity
Have a weakness for throbbing despondency?
Raped on the footprints of my expectations
I cant
Challenged to defeat
So its played out to be
You swore Id concur, and let them die
In hunger and disgrace
Threw me in wasted thrill and lifeless faith
Blood thirst over prohibited vengeance
Cant hinder what you cant perceive
My Chainsaw Massacre allowed the silence you bestowed a upon this purified infestation
Abstraction, see my will and ignite thy intention
Hypocrisy shall shallow its indignity
And reclaim its birth right of heavy dead reckons
What Ive always wanted
A Humble misconception acted out like infirmity
Have a weakness for throbbing despondency?
Raped on the footprints of my expectations
I cant
Tap. Tap. Tap.
Your fingertips slowly tap the wooden fence. Waiting is always the worst part. The view from Sunset Hill is breathtaking, as usual, but you always have trouble focusing on it with the knowledge of whats coming. You wont be waiting much longer. You never have to wait long.
A nebulous, wispy noise springs up behind you, but you dont have to look over your shoulder to know of the dark vortex behind you- and the figure stepping out of it. Knowing that he is stepping up beside you, a small smile curls your lips. As the tall figure reaches your side, you have to force your eyes from traveli
Favorite genre of music: TripHop- Acid Jazz- Trap- Shoe Gazer- House- Electronic/ Death Metal- Underground Hip Hop to everything- Jazz- Blues- Funk- Rock and roll- psychedelic- extra.
Skin of choice: Vampire Skin- Shaper Shifter
Personal Quote: " YOU DIDNT DO IT TO REGRET IT- SO DONT REGRET IT NOW."
Favourite Movies
Silent Hill, Star Ship Troops, Tank Girl, Cool world, and so on
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
everything.
Favourite Games
Borderlands2- Call of Duty- Smash Brothers
Other Interests
Magic, Witches, Vampires, Zombies, SFX, Makeup, Face Painting, Painting, Water color, Clay, Costumes, Halloween, etc
Time to rest the engine and engage the soul. So much has changed- and i have so much art to share with you guys <3
poems photography art- etc.
Never in my life did i think i would stray so far off my path.. and into a deep, spiritual awakening. From the moment of my mothers death to all the failed friendships and relationships, to shedding a identity that i made to protect and project with. At this point, i am indulging in the the sweet silence of my mind, and the hunger of wanting to create all that holds within me.
( photo not by me: artist unkown. )
I havent been on here for such a lonnngg time... well im back :) lol
enjoy the romace of this lil story i made up
more writings to come and pictures
Candle Light
He slipped his hand around my face underneath the candle light … ignited a flow of heat ..nuzzled my frame into pure enjoyment… peering through his hold of fondness… He stood serene by the sensation that overlapped his heavy intelligence …when thought had passed…blanking out into the now…. the contentment floured above the ceiling… grew with impendence… I fallowed my finger down his chest… linking my hand above the shadows… funct
Within me… Scratching at the surface of my objective indulgence, to the convenience of owning the ability of inscription and spirituality at my finger tips… Lurking for my attentions to spark and ignite the flame that was once conflicted by the musky deprivation of a ferocious transformation that plowed through understanding… I accepted the revolution within and embraced all the challenges of my own millstone.. through the blistering combustion of women's love in needed competition I found that nothing is more heavier then my own abilities to strive through.
So desperately exhausted from the road that I've set out for myself